Two years ago, I was thought today was going to be my wedding day. The 9th of may in 2008, my wonderful boyfriend proposed to me. during the next couple of weeks, we chose May 22nd 2010 to be our wedding day. only then I didn't know what was ahead of me. I didn't know I would lose my father later that year to cancer and a heart attack, nor did I know that we'd lose the house and have to move. I didn't know I'd lose my job either.
I also didn't know that I'd loose two of my pets. February of 2009, We had to put down Snoopy, my cat, then two days ago, we lost my lab of 14 years.
if someone told me that I'd suffer all that loss in the span of 2 years, and that I wouldn't be celebrating my wedding today, I would have laughed in their faces.
Hopefully one day in the next couple of years, I will be writing and telling everyone that I and Rich will be getting married. but alas, today wasn't to be the day
